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4:38 AM

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Hey all, Wishing euu all happy Valentines!! FDC was Great!!! we won 2nd Runner up in North District nad Finalist award or something like that. this year's valentines wasn't what i expected. i got loTs of pResenTs!!! LOL:) lots of pics :)

senior QianHui:)

Ma'am Joanne

shyshy Jiani and Innocent Chunhi

o.0 Zilian ppl

shyshy Jiani and Spontanious XinHui

Ma'ams and senoirS

Ma'am Joanne!

shyshy Jiani and sp0ntaneous XinHui!

~AstroBoy~ Winny LOL:)

shyshy Vivian and dunnoe who with ~AstroBoy~ Winny LOL :)

XinHui and Chunhui

shyshy Vivian and ~AstroBoy~ Winny plus Mendi and dunnoe who...

Hey! that's mine~

Jiani+Chunhui's

anyhow take pic

adapted from RC board

Valentines card from ma'am Chongxi

bookmark from Mendi

all valentines presents !!

~post some more soon : this ain't even half -.-

6:05 AM

Friday, February 6, 2009

i really donnoe what's wrong with me.
depressed, moodless, feeling ULTRA STUPID. i'm just another ordinary idiot i guess. an idiot like any other. one BIG, STUPID idiot, like euu. just dumber only.

just now RC training. nth to do. just listen to first aid lesson theory. i was IC larhs, literally. got toilet and water break. 5 mins. water break is i ask one lurhs, or else we all get dehydrated. supposed to be 5 mins. but then me and some sec ones go take coke bottle so end up 10 mins. wait till everyone report then i go report to sir. lyk that, also fun. then senior Edna lyk DAMN good. she volunteer to teach new recruits fall in, fall out, and basic foot drills. i mean she like very PRO liao lurhs. she also teach me how march and turn! wow, the power of humanity. she's so noble. okay, she is THAT good marhs. walk here walk there... then end training that time go take unif0rm measurements. that's good. getting uniform soon. can take photo with BB guys and me when i get the uniform.(we will try to wear the burrey. it depends.) LOL first group photo with the guys! how wonderful... :) this morning fall in got 2 sec 4 lance fall in. must be nvr turn up for POP. lol. RANKLESS AND BADGELESS. my concious(uniform) is clear. anyway, it's new :) LOL

today almost quarrel with BeiBei. dunnoe why. just DEPRESSED maybe. have been like that for that past few days. i just don't know.

make it happen. make history repeat. hold me tight. i'm out cold. i need some warmth. hold my hand. leave this world with me. leave everything behind. just go with me. be my accompaniment. all euu need to do is believe in me. i don't want to lose euu. i'm alwys there. euu just take me for granted. i'm just wanting to be loved. i'll wait till the day some people say they love me and mean it. i just want to jump off the building. alone. accompany me if you might. jump off. leave all troubles in this world then leave to a better one. with me. just drop dead.

1:35 AM

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

If you truly wish to eliminate your antagonist,
You must untie that red string.
If you remove the string,
You shall officially enter into a contract with me.
However,
If i deliever your revenge,
I must have you make a restitution to me.
When one person is cursed,
Two graves are dug.
If you accept tha contract,
Thy soul shall fall into the pit of hell.
Well,
That is after you die.

Oh pitiful shadow cloaked in the darkness
Thy actions cause man pain and sins
Thy hollow soul drowns in thy sins
How would you like to see what death is like?